Antonio Pessoa
After Midnight
Going out,wandering about downtown,walking around
and maybe pay Louise Ragot a visit,always that
dimlit place,Ragot's Art Deco looking den,of what
once breathed like life and love,however now it's
just a dimlit den of sorts. Delightful art
clocks,Pop Art paintings and the old record
player handsomely showcased in the solid wood and
veneer cabinet.Fancy! At Ragot's there's always
the chance of hearing the door bell ring and one
of her After Midnight friends showing up for a
free psychotherapy session. Urgent cognitive-
behaviour techniques with the After Midnight
intervention secret resources of Lady Ragot.
Besides the Pop Art small size paintings of her
art collection,five oils on canvas signed Antonio
Pessoa,(A Pessoa!),among a carefully curated
selection of elegantly framed Nude Art
photography. It's the new city,the Now town,the
After Midnight twilight zone,the time of the
eternal open relationships,the kinky preferences
network,tasteful mysterious
moves,and "professional" lifestyle...bizarre and
sometimes even stimulating! Oh my God,the artist
told me,that night at 5:30 a.m. he stumbled upon
Nadine,a silent night angel,blonde and freezing
and dressed to kill.Smashing!She didn't have much
to say,so he told me with that peculiar smile on
his face.She was like three personalities in one
or at least he thought so or maybe that's what
she pretended,in a silent ultimate effort to make
him believe that behind the apparently dull
looking doll there might as well be the inner
special one.Give me a break! Furthermore the four
things she told him she liked actually sounded
absolutely unspeakable.So what?What did he
expect? After Midnight,the weird designed ride!
When yoy think you actually can do whatever you
want...I suppose something the artist always
wanted to believe was true. And then,what?The
Chinese Restaurant! Pessoa goes in,there's nobody
in the big exotic room but the cook...it's almost
6 a.m. and he tells him "Too late,we close,no,we
no see girl of yours,no more ask please..."
Another bar,and he told me later what had just
crossed his mind.True love!Sometimes you know it
the instant you see it across the bar.However,and
I truly believe him,there was no one there but
the same old bald wrinkled bartender. Really
amazing,inspiring awesome surrealism. After
all,it seems After Midnight's twilight zone can
set his imagination free.Blind faith,I told
him,because thinking is hard.However,the artist
was already aware of it... Time goes by. So here
comes the night,here comes the night once
again,the After Midnight express entering the
Twilight Zone one more time. Tonight ( must be
Wednesday,Thursday...or even Friday...who
cares...),James Babel,one of the artist's regular
art dealers is off to Madrid with no paintings in
and no joy,Boris Dainville is breaking no news
from London town and Louise Ragot is nowhere to
be seen,let alone reached. Antonio Pessoa tells
me over the phone about his "nerve-shattering"
negotiations (in a manner of speaking ) with
Maxwell Armstrong and Sylvia Abbot. He tells me
sometimes he feels he would be better off living
in the tropical Canary Islands for good,after
telling the whole godforsaken art business to get
lost. I know he is just overreacting ,he says it
but doesn't mean it...or at least deep down
inside I still don't believe he has reached that
point of absolute detachment to actually say
goodbye,so long,I've had it,that dit it and flip-
flop and fly away. He tells me yesterday night he
didn't feel like going off to bed,so he went out
for another After Midnight real-life explorer
delicious Let's- see-what-Happens ride on his
own. After a while driving around he goes to the
Meditation Center,managed by Bala Mani,an indian
art collector,a wealthy prematurely retired
businessman from New Delhi who decided to spend
the rest of his life providing others with the
wisdom and knowledge of Universal Awareness and
Silent Meditation. One of the After Midnight
available spots the artist loves the most. Open
twenty four hours a day,it provides emotional-
support for anyone willing to experience the
mindfullness well-being with the powerful
inspiring easy-to-do methods of deep spiritual
relaxation and cosmic insight. Martin Faber
introduces Bala Mani to the artist back in
2004,during his second art show in
Chicago,IL.However only in the past two years
Antonio Pessoa becomes seriously involved and
emotionally ready and motivated to fully commit
himself to the wonderful universe of inner-self
discovery through meditation daily sessions and
self-disciplined rituals. Bala Mani also becomes
one of the artist's regular clients,acquiring on
a monthly basis a significant amount of his
latest New Era contemporary artworks,furthermore
coming up with the concept Timeless Time,which
indeed turned out to become the title of Pessoa's
most recent art productions. Antonio Pessoa
reaches his Universal Awareness inner-self
discovery, Supreme Meditation interest,passion
and commitment apotheosis,thereby giving birth to
amazing contemporary fine art wonders such
as "Night Gospel", "Living Joy" , "The Belief
Generator" , "Spiritual Light " , "Free" , "Night
Wits " , "Intuition " , "Mind
Explorer ", "Perception "...just to mention a
few. It makes perfect sense the obvious
association of Bala Mani with the artist's
subject mutation,definitely for much better,very
particularly in visual abstract neo-surrealistic
quality. In spite of the fact that After Midnight
doesn't substantially belong to the fine art
series of Spiritual Enlightenment - oriented
Oeuvre,yet,it is nevertheless inspired by a
similar persistent response at this highly
emotional relation with life...or in this
particular painting...with nightlife metamorphic
sensorial metaphysics,definitely the role of a
wandering poet across the perceptive mystery of
the night time city outdoors. It's Saturday
Night,the Queen of nightlife,and tonight I keep
the artist company,while we talk about his latest
artworks. Actually,I have little interest in the
After Midnight scene,but my main motivation is to
be as much as possible with the artist,my friend
and my work's leading role actor. Being thirty
two years older than him doesn't seem to be
important.It never did and it never will.On the
contrary,our chemistry is incresingly reaching
perfection. We have some chinese for
starters,that same exotic restaurant downtown,at
a specific time when we are the only "innocent
bystanders",enjoying our privacy and talking
mainly about art and life.In the mean time we
both seem to be making the most of the great
cuisine selection randomly displayed all over the
round table. Spring rolls,Shu Mai dumplings with
pork ans shrimp,Egg Custard tarts,Chicken Chop
Suey,Zodiac noodles,Won Ton soup,Har
Gau...Wow!!!! It seems that the restaurant's
owner whole family (but the cook...) are starring
at us from the far end of the insence smelling
exoctic temple.They don't laugh,they don't
smile,they don't talk...just standing still
starring at us with this blank,emotionless
expression on their marble skin faces.Fair
enough.I love the Oriental way,so does Pessoa.
Antonio Pessoa is definitely a different man
after midnight hour.In my opinion the city's
nightlife provides him with an alternate outlook
of existence metaphysics.More non-material,rather
sensual,abandonely relaxed,almost deliciously
blue-mooded in his glamorous lonesome way.A
peculiar contrast but true.
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